After It Starts to Work
Becoming | Learning who I am, and letting go of who I’ve been.
When It Starts to Work | What it’s like when life finally begins to go right.
When it Pulls You Back | The fear, doubt and old habits that appear just as things improve.
The People Along the Way | The strangers, helpers and relationships that shape the path.
What Remains | The losses, symbols and truths I carry with me.
What I’m Made Of | The work, the wins and the strength I build on.
Listening In | The quiet voice beneath the noise. (Appearing soon)
The Way It’s Always Been Done Isn’t the Only Way
I got bogged in the first few kilometres. What the Old Telegraph Track taught me about the road I was told I couldn’t drive.
Symbols of Nature That Bring You Back to Yourself
A wailing cry over the trees pulled me out of a spiralling week. The birds that have called me home all my life.
What Does It Mean to Be Comfortable in Your Own Skin?
I thought comfort would feel like confidence. Then I met people who showed me otherwise.
The People Who Start Appearing When You Stop Settling
A quiet morning on the water, and the man who only arrived once I’d stopped settling. What changed first, and who showed up.
My Worst Week Is Not My Whole Life
Day three of a twelve-day hike, and I knew I couldn’t go on. What a detour taught me about bad days.
The Old Me Fights Hardest When I’m Closest to Breaking Through
I crossed the finish line, clear-headed and proud, and then I wanted a drink. Why the pull is loudest when I’m closest.
How a Stranger Can Unexpectedly Be a Guide
I was there to clean her house. She taught me something I carried for years.
When Things Begin to Happen, They Often Happen Fast
A phone call, a deposit, a collaboration, all in one week, after years of waiting. What the quiet years were doing.
How Do You Step Into the Person You are Becoming
Standing in a hotel lobby, I felt the old apology rise. Here is what I’ve learnt about catching it.
Why Is It Hard to Accept When Things Are Working?
Everything was going right, and I was bracing for the worst. Why calm can feel like danger.
Learning Who You Are Versus Who You’ve Been for Too Long
The money was growing and so was the panic. Where the feeling that good things get taken came from, and how I started putting it down.
Knowing You Have What You Want Is Not About Stuff, It’s a State of Mind
Nothing I own has changed. What changed is how I see it. A quiet evening and what it taught me about enough.